On the back cover of both “In Search Of My Soul” and “Love Affair” I stated, “I didn’t put my picture on the cover because as you are reading this book I did not want you to see me. I wanted you to see yourself.” (Download at this Website) The other reason my picture isn’t anywhere on the Internet is this Excerpt from “Love Affair:”
To me plastic surgery is for things age has created. It is not for things a good diet and exercise can correct. It is also not to alter how God created us. Age has created bags under and excess skin over my eyes. My mother had the same so it might be some heredity too.
I will be the first to admit I am vain when it comes to my looks. Actually vain can be good when we use it as fuel for keeping our appearance up. Vain is bad when we have an obsession with our looks and keep having plastic surgeries done continuously. This will be my only operation.
I don’t smile about the excess skin around my eyes when I look in the mirror, which tells me I need to do something about it. I have spent hundreds of dollars with different products at no avail. If I could fix it another way I would because I am not big on surgeries.
As I said I hate surgeries so I have not had the eyelift done yet. My mother had this so I know it will only get worse. I do not know when, but I am still going to have the surgery done.
Then I started thinking people needed to see me before I have it done. This is not a professional picture because I wanted people to see the real me. (Picture posted “About Us” at this Website)
I will be sixty on the 24th of this month. My son asked me what I wanted or what I wanted to do for my birthday. I told him there was nothing I wanted or wanted to do. My Eternity is Secure and at this stage in my life that is the only thing that matters. My daily Bible reading:
“Therefore seeing we have this ministry, as we have received mercy, we faint not; But have renounced the hidden things of dishonesty, not walking in craftiness, nor handling the word of God deceitfully; but by manifestation of the truth commending ourselves to every man’s conscience in the sight of God. But if our gospel be hid, it is hid to them that are lost: In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them. For we preach not ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord; and ourselves your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us.” (II Corinthians 4:1-7)
Ending this decade I have been doing a lot of reflecting. I have talked about everything I want to talk about so the end of this decade would also be the end of my Blogs. My last Blog was to be my last. That is why I wrote it early. The only Blog I had pending was about Obamacare. Now that “Supreme Court Agrees To Hear New Challenge To Obamacare” I already know they will make it untouchable for their buddy Obama. My daily Bible reading was God reminding me my Blogs are not for what I want to say, but for what He wants to Say:
“We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body. For we which live are alway delivered unto death for Jesus’ sake, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our mortal flesh. So then death worketh in us, but life in you. We having the same spirit of faith, according as it is written, I believed, and therefore have I spoken; we also believe, and therefore speak; Knowing that he which raised up the Lord Jesus shall raise up us also by Jesus, and shall present us with you. For all things are for your sakes, that the abundant grace might through the thanksgiving of many redound to the glory of God. For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day.” (II Corinthians 4:8-16)
I write my Blogs from what I have gain from what I have been through. That is actually what my books are about. I lived in my car for a year, which makes me require very little. That’s the other reason I do not want anything or to do anything for my birthday. I am just happy to have a roof over my head:
“For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.” (II Corinthians 4:17-18)
Whether people receive it or not I am God’s Response to His Church and to same-sex marriage. “I AM” telling Bishops Dr. Myles Munroe was a message from God. He was one of the Bishops I sent the Phase Two letter to. News articles stated “co-pastor,” which means nothing changed. (“Christianity” posted at this Website) God is angry about Bishops ignoring Him:
“See now that I, even I, am he, and there is no god with me: I kill, and I make alive; I wound, and I heal: neither is there any that can deliver out of my hand.” (Deuteronomy 32:39)
“The Lord killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up. The Lord maketh poor, and maketh rich: he bringeth low, and lifteth up.” (I Samuel 2:6-7)
I stated, “Continuing business as usual is on them and their demise” in my Blog titled, “Bible Study: I Corinthians 14.” I posted that on 11-7-2014. “He which raised up the Lord Jesus” in my daily Bible reading is talking about the Third Day. The plane crash happened 11-9-2014. (Article posted @ Facebook and Twitter)
I had talked about this in “Heart Of The Matter.” I thought “I am God’s Response to His Church and to same-sex marriage” ended with “The Re-Birth Of Christianity.” (Posted at this Website) It looks like God has other Plans.
I truly liked Dr. Myles Munroe and my heart is broken. He was one of the first to preach about Purpose. My prayers goes out to his family!!!
I always sleep on my Blogs and my daily Bible reading today confirmed this Blog:
“Knowing therefore the terror of the Lord, we persuade men; but we are made manifest unto God; and I trust also are made manifest in your consciences.” (II Corinthians 5:11)
DR. MUNROE WAS ONE OF THE GOOD GUYS SO YOU PIMPS NEED TO BEWARE.