After I wrote “People must stop calling FEAR brave” (Posted at “Blog” at this Website) I felt like I still needed to do something else. I decided to send an e-mail to one of the news sources I had sent Phase Two to for “The Re-Birth Of Christianity.” (Posted at this Website) The subject area of the e-mail I wrote, “Please allow me to show you I am not crazy!”
In the letter I explained Phase One and Phase Two had set-up “The Rapture.” I told her Phase Three was God, which was “The Rapture.” The letter is what caused me to put “The Re-Birth Of Christianity” on my Website.
In the letter I told her I was sending her this because I needed her help with something else. I asked her if she could get the Blog I had wrote to Brittany Maynard. I was not saying my Blog would change her mind, but that all I could do was try and this was my try. God does not hold us responsible for results. The only thing God is looking at is our “try,” which is our heart:
“But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.” (I Samuel 16:7)
If people think or are saying I am crazy that works for me because they thought Paul was crazy too. People thinking or saying I am crazy puts me in the same category as the man that wrote thirteen Books of the New Testament. I am honored to be in the same company with “that kind of crazy:”
“Having therefore obtained help of God, I continue unto this day, witnessing both to small and great, saying none other things than those which the prophets and Moses did say should come: That Christ should suffer, and that he should be the first that should rise from the dead, and should shew light unto the people, and to the Gentiles. And as he thus spake for himself, Festus said with a loud voice, Paul, thou art beside thyself; much learning doth make thee mad. But he said, I am not mad, most noble Festus; but speak forth the words of truth and soberness. For the king knoweth of these things, before whom also I speak freely: for I am persuaded that none of these things are hidden from him; for this thing was not done in a corner.” (Acts 26:22-26)
I care because care is what keeps us growing. Care is what fuels my writing and my Blogs. I don’t care about people’s opinion of me. I learned the hard way the only Person I need to please is God. After I finished “Love Affair” (Download at this Website) the Holy Spirit led me to the following Scripture and said, “Well Done!” (Excerpt from “Heart Of The Matter”)
“And he said unto him, Well, thou good servant: because thou hast been faithful in a very little, have thou authority over ten cities.” (Luke 19:17)
God looks at our motives too. When we take a life we must “try” to save a life. To be honest writing the Blog and sending the e-mail was the Natural to getting the blood of my abortion off my hands. That is accomplished now. My only motive is I truly do not want Brittany Maynard to kill herself.
I never heard back from the reporter so I do not know if she did what I asked her to do. We are on countdown to November 1st and I have not read Brittany Maynard stating she has changed her mind. We are made in the image of God so like God I always operate in threes too. This is my third attempt to reach her. If anyone knows how to get in contact with Brittany Maynard please get “People must stop calling FEAR brave” (Posted at “Blog” at this Website) and this Blog to her. God will honor your “try.”
After I finished writing this Blog I checked my e-mails. I did not find anything about Brittany Maynard, but I did read an article titled, “Young basketball player with brain disease to play ‘one last game.’” (Article posted @ Facebook and Twitter) The article stated:
Lauren Hill, 19, knows she hasn’t got much time left to live, but she’s hoping there’s enough for her to reach her goal of playing on her college’s basketball team. When the NCAA moved up the date of Cincinnati’s Mount St. Joseph University’s season opener to Nov. 2 to help Lauren’s wish come true, support for the young woman with an inoperable brain tumor was overwhelming.
The article also stated:
“Nobody ever knows how much time you have left,” Lauren told WLWT. “I could be gone tomorrow or I could be here for another year. Why stop? Why give up on your life?”
That’s exactly the kind of fighting spirit White saw on the high school basketball court.
“The same kind of focus she’s showing at living is the kind of effort she gave playing basketball,” he said. “She’s never lost any of her positivity or tenaciousness.”
Like I prayed for Brittany Maynard I am also praying God heals Lauren Hill too. Lauren Hill’s words are the fighting words I was talking about in my Blog to Brittany Maynard. Hopefully she will see through Lauren Hill we ALL are in some kind of fight. She is even younger than she is. Hopefully that will cause her not to give up her fight.
IT IS THE FIGHT AND “THAT KIND OF CRAZY” THAT GET US TO “WELL DONE.”
“I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:” (II Timothy 4:7)